So my ex-husband has been in town since last Wednesday, staying at my house because I needed a sitter for our son. Things have been going so well. He's an amazing father, great with Aidan, and very helpful. I've enjoyed the time he has spent here. So on that note, I'm happy.

And yet at the same time I'm sad. I'm sad because I honestly can't help myself from missing a lot of things we had together as a couple, and wishing that things had turned out differently so that we could all be together as a family. I understand that Seth and I probably would not have worked out as a couple the way we were going, but I still can't help but wish that things were a little different. There's no doubt that I've enjoyed having the help around here with Aidan, and Seth and I have been getting along great. I also can't help miss his touch, his sincere feelings for me. He's a very passionate man in every way, and that can often be felt by any woman who's with him.

But of course this could be me just wanting to have someone in general, and nothing more than hormones controlling my emotions.

I think that it is possible that we could someday get back together again, but if we do it won't be for a very long time. And I'm certainly not getting my hopes up about it.

But we shall see. And in the meantime I will have to continue being happy with the way things are.