So Irritating!

I just want to strangle him!

Who, you might ask? My boyfriend, Adam. First off, just so you know what I'm rambling about, adam lost his job about 6 weeks ago. He's been doing a great job of looking for a new one since then, and is really close to nailing a new job at Family Video. However, he has not had any money since his last paycheck and I just found out that he has literally ran out of food.

Yes, food.

Me working only two days per week I don't have any money to help him out. So what do I do?

I STRESS OUT.

I love him to pieces, but I'm SO pissed at him that I just wanna hit something! I told him several times now over the past few weeks that he can go down to DHS and apply for food stamps. Obviously, he hasn't done so. He's using excuses like "Well I thought I needed a job to get that kind of help" and "I don't have a way down there."

That's right ladies and gentleman, he has no car.

However, he has landlords that have almost become his second parents, and would be more than happy to let him borrow a vehicle for a few hours. Did he think to ask them? Of course not. He says that they are already being put in a tough spot because he can't pay his rent and their letting him stay there anyways.

Bullshit!

If he was imposing upon them SO much then they would've kicked him out, don't you think? He's just making up excuses because he hates asking for help. But I'm sorry, if you have no food to eat you will get sick! I will NOT have him getting sick from malnutrition just because he wants to be stubborn!

I AM SO FUCKING PISSED!!!!!!!

And at the same time I'm just so worried about him.

I know I won't sleep well tonight......

Why am I so pissed? Because I love him. Here's a better question.....

Why do I always fall in love with the ones who have issues like this that make me worried?

UGH!!!!